Thursday, April 27, 2006
im feeling so damn sucky.... basically i have no mood for anything.. nt even my beloved comics... these few days has been passed like this:
9.00-Reach school(Stone)9.10-Breakfast with myself or lab mates9.40-Chiong readin comics11.30-lunch break12.30-chiong comics AGAIN6pm-go hometotally nothing but this... but oh well...wat can i do? basically i don't know...
today i will be having orientation with e freshies... seriously i have No Mood to deal or talk to them ltr... but ya its like tat... hope i can finally find someone to pass my work to.. its was fun working with kb mates but sometimes when you have done it a certain amount of years..its nt like i have done alot but 2 years plus is enough for me.. coz i get tired of things easily.. its juz me..
i jus hope to come training more carefreely next time n enjoy myself n not have to worry stuff like club crawl and orientation and more interesting trainings...
its kinda get abit tiring.. im nt complaining but its something im responsible now.. so i will do wat i can for now... i used to rmb all those fun days.. but they dont seem so near to me at all...
was toking to chris juz now on his speech...then he complain kb stuff is kinda enough for him... then i start to think wat about me and portia at e start being in e commitee member.. we were practically doing things alone...where was him HUH!! still nt coming training(= s) i know chris is a laid back person and he only has passion for fighting and training.. me too.. but sometimes things will nt turn up e way you only want it.. its juz that sometimes he whine about this n that realli turns me off.. i also wanna whine.. but its like most of e stuff.. i kinda always help him with it? i dun realli wanna say this but im kinda sick of all e things he is in charge of and in e end i gotta help out.. adding on to my own load n he whines even more then me(at least i wanna be e first one to whine)... ROAR!!!!!! I HATE MYSELF for saying this but i need to vent it somewhere...it here i guesif i cant bitch about s i will realli become a bitch in front of him.. which is something i dont want to happen... but after all he still a nice guy.. realli.. Nobody's perfect..
In fact i have alot of bad points... i have bad attitude, works slowly, LAZY, taking things for granted at times... bla bla.. lazy to cont
k ive rant enough shit for e day... will blog soon..
signing off~
written at 3:48 PM
