Wednesday, March 09, 2005
yea.. had sch then went to watch HITCH today with class peeps.. yea i was upset tat i could meet him.. hmm.. as it goes e more u love e person e more u feel uneasy bout everything.. i msg some things tat i didnt expect myself too.. well i did msg back to apologize but he still didnt reply me.. i dunno y i like to think alot.. like.. does he still u noe love me as much.. or e love is fading.. i need assurance coz im realli those sensitive kind.. n he is those bo chap kind.. n im those kind tat need most of ur attention... i realli changed ALOT n i say ALOT!! for u.. all for u.. but ya there are times i may get over emotional.. coz im realli lacking of ur concern n love..even if i behave tat way is because i realli love u.. all i want u to do is to comfort me when im upset.. dun avoid me like a plaque juz because im mad..coz when im mad wat i realli need is ur comfort.... i dunno when u will read this.. but i realli hate to write this stuff.. i have to say here coz i cant say outside.. n i hate tat feeling.. felicious walking away at^
written at 3:45 PM
