Wednesday, March 30, 2005
haven been feeling well this few days plus im piled with projects n studies but didnt feel like doing anything.. shit.. im so lazy.. but i will TRY!! to finish DMD by today.. no I HAVE TO!!! heeee.... i realli hope that kel's mum can get that chalet then after exams can party all night long.. yoohOO!! its e ladies night!!! n im feeling right!!~~ ok gonna start project now!!! CHAOZZZZ!!! miss e mel kel fel meeting at teochew porridge!!!...
written at 4:38 AM
Friday, March 25, 2005
haven been blogging for so many days ya.. omigawd... so busy with projects n wateva~~umm.. rather emotional this few days.. well my brain juz like to drift n imagine things.. no choice i cant control it but im trying... juz had my ef test yesterday.. umm.. everything shld be ok except for the last question ba... my ans is like shit.. some j1000 or -j0.1... i got a feeling confirm wrong.. there goes my 20 over marks...well overall quite ok.. my submission for projects deadlines are all coming... well got to work hard yea.. test coming too.. shall study hard.. for all.. i wanna do well badly.. but my maths is dragging me down as usual...hope i can do well for it... i mean at least a C... e rest i wanna strive for better marks..dun wanna continue my Cs n Ds... ok wanna pia project now.. love u dear...tata~~=Dfelicious gearing up for e tedious night!~@
written at 1:14 PM
Thursday, March 17, 2005
i woke up ard 9 plus today then came out of e room to find my old neighbour who is currently staying in my house havin tuition here.. then wash up had breakfast.. then on my com n do my comm skills project.. then later do until so tired then went to play counter strike n kill kill kill.. so shiok.. then continue with my project again after lunch.. i manage to finish ya.. then still got DMD.. OMG.. although i like this module but its super mafan can.. no choice gotto do it.. yea felicia.. do it do it!! n he didnt call me today.. im kinda sad.. i miss him... ok gtg..felicious projecting away @^
written at 4:14 PM
Wednesday, March 16, 2005
shit.. i have a complex brain that anihow thinks but..... no wait wateva i think makes sense.. shit... assified brain...argh!!! im in a real fix.. argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! we had a nice day i mean we are happy now... but y am i stil feeling sad... shittified ass...felicious workin her complex brain #^
written at 3:44 PM
Tuesday, March 15, 2005
hehe!!!waiting for e clock to turn 12!! yoohoo!! i have been waiting for it for a long time.. umm... heez... chaoz...felicious floating happily away at^
written at 3:11 PM
Monday, March 14, 2005
woke up today then he called me chat chat so happi then reception cannot make it.. well ppl pls use singtel.. although it expensive at least e reception is good.. then went heartland mall with mummy n siblings to eat.. then went watsons coz there is a sale ya.. bought some stuff.. then i saw MS teh... then talked to her bout e rest of e 4 D mates.. then we went home.. mummy went to try e nail polish we bought then e bottle had cracked so went back to change n then i ate ice cream from venezia then went homa again.. damn hot day.. anyway i bought a new mouse.. small n nice.. then went ah ma hse to eat.. oh ya.. my old neighbour jason came over to our house today to stay over.. yea.. im tired now need to rest chaoz...felicia fall straight to bed at^
written at 2:35 PM
Sunday, March 13, 2005
seriously... these few days were busy with projects n stuff.. then rather tired.. but didnt even noe what i was doing this week.. my head was in a dream.. ass.. dun think that u are not a good leader in fact u did ur job.. tat day i msg u if u need my help i can go back online to help u but u didnt msg me.. i was realli tired on tat day.. i had kb n stuff by time i reached home i was a wreak.. actually u should keep quiet bout wat u feel in ur heart u could juz say it out u noe... its actually worse tat u didnt say anything.. if u said something it would be better but its not ur fault.. thinkin bout e project stuff.. i feel fuckin piss.. piss partly with myself.. should have gone online to help.. n piss with other stuff... fuck fuck fuck fuck....this week wasnt exactly great for me too.. ppl keep asking me y i so stress.. Obviously work la... hate to ans redonedent ques..dun wanna say animore i shall isolate myself..NOW!!felicious assing off @^
written at 11:26 AM
Saturday, March 12, 2005
well.. busy didnt manage to blog... PROJECTS ALOT LIKE SIAO! today went jap classes then went for durians with jonathan, gavin n mel.. nice.. then we tok till 10 plus then i went home.. do project till mel call bout her prob with pj.. well they quarrelled again.. then ya.. shant continue further.. yeap.. glad that my dear is understanding but i think basically u are more on e DUN CARE basis.. but im not as understanding as u.. well cant change too bad.. ahahaha.. im real tired.. nitez...felicious ZZZzzz off at$^
written at 6:02 PM
Wednesday, March 09, 2005
went out to school to meet get ting to pass her e jap papers.. but in e end decided to go bugis n collect with her... went to cineleisure with get ting to meet tricia n we had suki sushi... then we went walk walk in cine n heeren.. well after tat went bugis n find tat freakin place o collect my cert... ya manage to find it.. its e same buliding as pool fusion 3... then i was sooooo!!! tired.. then went bugis junction to walk walk.. then spotted stuff to buy for our 1/2 yr anni.. umm... time pass like so fast...then started home.. so tired~~ i wanna rest badly n slp now but gotta do project.... umm.. I LOVE U!!! so much... ai ni.. ai ni dear!!! freaking ass tired..felicious dragging her ass off @^
written at 8:39 PM
yea.. had sch then went to watch HITCH today with class peeps.. yea i was upset tat i could meet him.. hmm.. as it goes e more u love e person e more u feel uneasy bout everything.. i msg some things tat i didnt expect myself too.. well i did msg back to apologize but he still didnt reply me.. i dunno y i like to think alot.. like.. does he still u noe love me as much.. or e love is fading.. i need assurance coz im realli those sensitive kind.. n he is those bo chap kind.. n im those kind tat need most of ur attention... i realli changed ALOT n i say ALOT!! for u.. all for u.. but ya there are times i may get over emotional.. coz im realli lacking of ur concern n love..even if i behave tat way is because i realli love u.. all i want u to do is to comfort me when im upset.. dun avoid me like a plaque juz because im mad..coz when im mad wat i realli need is ur comfort.... i dunno when u will read this.. but i realli hate to write this stuff.. i have to say here coz i cant say outside.. n i hate tat feeling.. felicious walking away at^
written at 3:45 PM
Tuesday, March 08, 2005
heez.. once again.. yup had a busy family day on sunday all went to do hair except my sister... heez... then today school was UTTERLY boring.. then practically slept in class n in e bus on e way home.. well.. ya...quite piss right now coz he always busy.. roar!!! gtg chaoz!!!felicious fading away @^
written at 2:42 PM
Saturday, March 05, 2005
once again haven been blogging for 2 dayz... yesterday after jap classes meet gavin at kovan to go mel's sch n see her act.. then also pick jonathan at kovan mrt.. then we set off to mel's school.. its like so difficult to find her school coz not familiar with e roads.. then we were turning in rounds go here n there.. finally we reached there.. then we took a drive to gavins' friend mum's funeral becoz a accident happen at malaysia.. will read e newspaper if u don't know.. after we drove to habourfront to exit to go somewhere else then they suggested to go SENTOSA!!! i was like OMG!! hello.. i have to go back by 12.. u noe!! then we went in at 10.30 n came out at 11.15 lol.. it was rubbish.. but it was fun we were trying to climb these rock then gavin didnt dare to climb up through e steep way n he doesnt wants anybody's help... so he climbed up e hard way.. anyway we all manage to climb up e rock.. then we tok cock till its time to go.. then we went to some place in tg pagar near e old train station to eat.. then actually they wanna come to my house but mel has to go home coz she tml got filming... haiz... so i got home at 12.30 am.. lucky neva get scolded.. yea.. okie have work to do ya.. chaoz..felicious qin gong away at!^
written at 10:05 PM
Friday, March 04, 2005
haven been blogging for a few days.. yea... im such a busy person ahahaha.. actually wanted to blog yesterday but didnt have time.. anyway im in Dmd class now.. n its break!! well..well.. joycelyn is peeping at me writing my blog.. nosey nosey... yea.. had a great monday n tues but boring wed.. except tat there was this function where we meet japanese ppl yesterday n we have to talk to them in japanese.. i finally noe tat my japanese realli SUCK.. i actually noe wat to say but when i see their face i forget everything.. grrr!!! ok gtg chaoz!!felicious skipping away at#^
written at 5:24 AM
Tuesday, March 01, 2005
i think im starting e blog every 2 days habit.. soon it will be 3 dayz.. then 4 dayz... then dun blog at all ahahaha... well had a fairly well day.. had boring classes ya.. but ended at 5 plus.. then had to go for performance... then tony lost his way.. ahahaha.. umm.. performance was ok la.. had dinner with jason, shifu, portia, jin long, little marcus n tony... umm.. e fried ice was nice.. e chicken wings okay la.. not too bad.. e texture a little dry though.. then after dinner tony fetch to where i can get home easily..hmm... happy day.. but tommorow would be even better!! yoohoo!! its like e best day in months i had in my life.. hope it will last foreva =Dfelicious skipping off @^
written at 4:29 PM